Robert Graves

March 4th, 2009

“She tells her love while half asleep,

In the dark hours,

With half – words whispered low:

As Earth stirs in her winter sleep

And puts out grass and flowers

Despite the snow,

Despite the falling snow. ” She Tells Her Sleep

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Federico Garcia Lorca

March 4th, 2009


Far away and alone.

Black pony, big moon,

and olives in my saddle-bag.

Although I know the roads

I’ll never reach Cordoba.

Through the pain, through the wind,

black pony, red moon.

Death is looking at me

from the towers of Cordoba.

Ay! How long the road!

Ay! My valiant pony!

Ay! That death should wait me

before I reach Cordoba.


Far away and alone.” Song of The Rider

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From movie – Zodiac

February 8th, 2009

“Cut. Clean. If read I clean. Blood spurting, dripping, spilling. All over her new dress. Oh well, it was red anyway. Life draining in to an uncertain death. She won’t die. This time. Someone’ll find her. Just wait till next time…”

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Anton Szandor Lavey – The Satanic Bible

January 21st, 2009

“Life is great indulgence – death, great abstinence. Therefore, make the most of life – HERE AND NOW!”

“Satanism represents kindness to those who deserve it instead of love wasted on ingrates!”

“Satan represents vital existance, instead of spiritual pipe dreams!”

“Satan represents undefiled wisdom, instead of hypocritical self-deceit!”

“Satan represents vengeance insted of turning the other cheek!”

“Satanist are encouraged to indulge in the seven deadly sins, as they need hurt no one; they were only invented by Christian Church to insure guilt on it part of it followers. The Christian Church knows that it is impossible for anyone to avoid committing these sins, as they are all things which we, being human, most naturally do. After inevitably commiting these sins financial offerings to the church in order to “pay of” God are employed as a sop to the parishioner’s consciense!”

“Since man’s natural instincts lead him to sin, all men are sinners; and all sinners go to hell. If everyone goes to hell, then you will meet all your friends there.”

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Elizabeth Wurtzel

January 11th, 2009

“There was a movie that never should have been made. I didn’t want to go home because I was scared to be alone, I didn’t want to stay in the theater because I was afraid of the dark, I didn’t want to be with my mother because I was scared of her. So I went to an old friend’s house, and as soon as I got there I realized that I  could’t bear to be with people, that I really wanted to be alone. As soon as I was out in the street, I realized I didn’t want to be alone after all, realized I didn’t want to be anything at all.” Prozac Nation

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